Is he too good for me?

So Stephen came over again tonight. We made dinner together and then we played rummy and watched a movie with my roommates. It was so much fun, and Stephen is so cool. I like him a lot. I am worried that he is better than me. Every guy I have dated I knew that I was better than him, but now I feel like he might be better than me. It is a weird feeling. I feel like I have to work for it more now. It makes me want to be better, try harder, because I know that we are on the same level. With Brady he was definetly below me, no questions about it. Stephen is so much better. I think that I will see him tomorrow, I hope I do. I never thought that when we served together this would happen, he was always the fun, good friend, Elder Lee. It is interesting how things change.